A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps. Prov. 16:9
God in His own time, brings us around, because He has chosen us before the foundation of the Earth! Now, that’s something to consider. All of our past plans and goals have lead us right where God wanted us to be in Him, Jesus Christ our Lord. As believers/Christians in Him, we are blessed beyond our mental capacity to comprehend in these bodies on earth. Once we have made the transition (rapture or death) and we are assigned a new body, then God may reveal some of the mysteries that are presently hidden from human beings on Earth. Praise God for His love, grace, mercy and wisdom.
But, for now we are commanded to live peaceable lives that are pleasing to God, as we tell others the good news, John 3:16-17.